Excited/Scared/Anxious

I've wanted to update our blog a few times within the last two weeks, but every time I would type something out, I would delete it after a few paragraphs. I don't really know why, and as I sit here writing, I can't even tell you the things that I was going to write those few times before, but then again, I guess they weren't important enough to blog about. 

 

And as I write now, I still don't know exactly what I'm trying to say. I am excited for a lot of opportunities and possibilities that are to come, maybe? There's a lot of things "up in the air" right now and I would hate to write specifically about them all because I would hate to jinx any of them. But at this point, if I find out more details about any of them or if any of them progress, then I will for sure blog about them more in detail.

Sorry if you're reading this and have no idea what I'm talking about. Oh, but for any family or friends that are wondering, NO we are not pregnant and that is not one of the things "up in the air" right now. 

 

Ryan and I are happy to be making progress on so many things right now. 2010 was filled with so many difficulties and hardships, but I am grateful for them. They say "Love doesn't pay the rent" and that's true, but it sure is helpful to have the love of your life next to you during the journey of financial hardships. If Ryan and I could make it through the past year and still love each other more than ever, then there's nothing that we can't handle. Of course there will be many more trials and difficulties throughout the rest of our lives, but I'm so grateful for the trials and blessings that we receive everyday.

One thing that isn't too specific is that we are looking into buying a home sometime this year. We're in the process of talking to Lenders and Realtors to see what's in our price range and starting to look for a home of our own. It's very exciting and scary and we have no idea how long this process may take, but that's one of the things that we're looking into right now. It's such an adult thing, buying a house, but I guess Ryan and I are growin up!